Current Mood:      Thinking

We haven’t spoken for about a month
things got busy and weird on my end
you’re far away from where I’m at
so not seeing the point
with finances tight
continue growing what was started
that being a friendship we’ve created
though relatively fresh in the making
but yea you get my point.

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I don’t know what it was about that day
you came by
I guess it seems every day
you chose to stop by
for whatever reason
there was this band of elastic warmth
like chemistry though subtle
yet very much felt
between us
mmmm — grabbing

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Current Mood:      Angry & Thinking

shit damn fuck
i want
that which wants me not
SHIT!

* * * * * *

not about a relationship

not about that at all

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Current Mood:      Cool

Intro

I used to think I was asexual at one point. But after some “soul searching” and getting a better understanding of what an asexual is, I realized I just hadn’t met anyone I was sexually compatible with (not like I’m looking either).

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Current Mood:      Happy

It’s been nice
thinking about someone else for a change
Giving attention
And getting
when the feeling’s mutual
not one-sided
Like one attracted to me but me not in return
Or like me attracted to someone but not in return
Mutual it’s been nice.
It has been real nice
thinking about someone else for a change.

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Current Mood:      Peaceful Certainty

I do not limit nor deprive myself

of that which has great potential
of growth
and benefits
greater happiness
than sorrow
over all else
of that which has great potential.

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Current Mood:      Peaceful Certainty

I

e x p a n d

m y

m i n d

as much as possible.

I

e x p a n d

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Current Mood:      Cool

Do you know who you are?
Have you depressed
to suppress
the core of your inner self?

For the world, you’ve spent your time slaving
forgetting all about you in the process.
Naw, you just care way too little
– that’s right little —
what people think of you
to the point you’ve turned plastic.

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Current Mood:      Angry

People around here
scuffle and get into verbal or physical confrontations
going on between people of all age groups
couples, strangers or just “friends”
even amongst the kiddies
who learn that shit from the older people
around here.

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Current Mood:      Wired

My head is spinning for real.

Trying to do certain things all at once

it’s just insane.

I feel like collapsing

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Current Mood:      Neutral

HOW I FOUND BRRING

Yea, I stumbled across this phone number service or whatever via Trafficera (a traffic exchange). I go to those kind of sites every now and then to see what’s new out on the big world of the internet; in one spot instead of just using search engines and personal referrals to see what new sites exist. And I’ve decided to promote a couple of my sites via this service. Hey, it’s free and a place where I find new sites of interests. It’s like flipping through the channels almost. Or better said watching the TV Guide channel to see what tv shows, movies and cartoons and stuff are on. That’s what traffic exchanges are to the internet, at least for those who take advantage of the benefits it brings. Read the rest

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Current Mood:      Thinking

Before you continue to read on, this is poetic however hasn’t a single thing to do with drugs. Read my profile, I don’t do drugs.

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Current Mood:      Cool

Well, I’m not sure how I ranked #1 in Google. I just don’t know how it got there. So have no clue how long it will remain in that position. If I knew how it got there then I’d know how to maintain its position but I don’t. So … haha. We shall see how long it stays in the number #1 position. I checked my stats like 5 days ago and noticed that someone found my site through google using my first name only. I thought it was like on the 7+ pages on google search results because that’s what it’s been for the longest. Read the rest

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Well I decided to add a category strictly about hetero and homosexuality since I’ve got a few posts about it and my views on it. I have been so focused on the male gender that I hadn’t given a second thought to females. Even when I had my one experience being with a female (sexually, emotionally — couple status), I still didn’t give my female gender a thought. It was only her. Like I said, I was that focused on the male gender.

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Well I’ve completed my new site design to kind of start off the new year. Actually, I just got tired of the other one; it was boring so needed something fresh and wanted something with a bold vibe. This is the end result and I’m happy with it for now. I’m sure in a few months I’ll get tired of this look, too. But this will do.

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Current Mood:      Peaceful Certainty & Sad

Damn I can’t believe it’s over
I’m relieved but a little sad
It took me nearly 11 years
But I’ve let it go
what can be no more
about eleven years
in the dark of hidden love
caused by myself
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In the past, I haven’t been attracted to females because it hadn’t really dawned on me that I could be attracted to females. Well in the PRESENT I am. And it’s not a phase. Allow me to help you get a clear understanding of why it’s not a phase. A phase is saying it’s only temporary. To say being attracted to the same gender or both is just a phase is to say attraction in general is just a phase like a child sucking his/her thumb. Ponder on that for a bit, it’s really simple if you remain objective. Well, I realize that my interests in what attracts me to males are in fact also found in the female gender. So, if you possess any of those traits and are a female, then I’m going to be open about my attraction to you just as I am with males and would like the same. Attraction could be physically, emotionally, sexually or some other and even a combination of that. Interests in specific traits and/or characteristics may change but attraction is forever constant. And since that is so how can someone being attracted to their own gender or both genders be a phase? Read the rest

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Why should I limit myself to just one gender
when really — male or female –
they are truly all just people
who possess qualities and traits alike that attract me.
Why should I limit myself to just males
or to just females?

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