From my core I write that which has been observed and questioned:

It is not my personality that calls for your rejection.
It is not my personality that even disgusts you.
You are more fond of me than you know.
More than you care to look within to pursue and explore.
Instead you choose to deny yourself more of me to experience.
Deny me more of you to carry more intimately with delight.

Your shared thoughts of why summarized -
Because of the body my spirit resides.
Yes, I am in the female body.
This is the vehicle I was given.
Yes, I love every aspect of the female body I have.
And won’t go all out to change it.

“Opportunities” lost for us both,
Because I lack a male body you desire for unknown reasons.
It is the male body that is of high importance,
When it comes to your decision of attraction.
Much more about the body than that of anything else.
Case in point, please read on.

Reject me for LACK concerning:
Common ground shared.
Sensitivity and concern.
Friendliness with solid communication and rapport.

Reject me for LACK concerning:
Honesty and love.
Expressiveness and openness.
Fun, laughter and adventure.

Reject me for LACK concerning:
Just and fairness.
Connectivity and chemistry.
Attentiveness and awareness along with at minimum decent judgment.

Reject me for LACK concerning:
Respect and appreciation.
Competence and understanding.
Quality, moral standards and maturity.

Reject me for LACK concerning that which spoke of above,
Pertaining to the specific levels you connect on.
You have chosen without just cause and solely based on my gender
To mark my request: Ineligible & Denied!

But the moment you see a person that was born with a penis,
Then all of a sudden he is instantly labeled:
Eligible and qualified to later be given a chance for your approval!

It would not matter to you that I offer you much more than he;
Even with him possessing only one of the qualities mentioned above.
And yet wrongfully and unjustifiably,
You have branded me unworthy of rank in your platoon.
Just because I am a woman, I stand no chance to advance.

No chance against such an “unlawfully” prejudice judicial system,
Where the male is given a fair trial and the female not.
Where the male’s application for the top position is placed on top,
And the female’s application, not set aside for later consideration –
Rather, immediately thrown into the trash all because of her gender.

Equal opportunity,
In the workforce is tried.
But to hell with it when it comes down to one’s own personal level.

Is religion to blame for it?
Is “society” to blame for it?
Has our gender wronged you so badly that you hate all women?
What is at the root of your prejudice?
What causes you to be disgusted by the female body?
What causes you to feel that a woman is not qualified,
( let alone eligible )
for a position of romantic love in your personal life?
Why do you continue to overlook your own “kind”?

Equal opportunity.
Is the essence of it only applicable professionally?

To be continued…