Current Mood:      Thinking

We haven’t spoken for about a month
things got busy and weird on my end
you’re far away from where I’m at
so not seeing the point
with finances tight
continue growing what was started
that being a friendship we’ve created
though relatively fresh in the making
but yea you get my point.

I can feel myself missing you
I enjoyed our conversations
lengthy as hell
but stimulating nevertheless
and that kind of talk
just comes rare these days
with people only open-minded within their own set of ideas
and not willing to expand beyond it
I just get bored easily with them
BUT YOU
not ever you
our talks are worth every second to cherish
I was always excited to converse
my mind further growing beyond limits
as we exchange ideas and mindsets
it was so invigorating
yes that’s it.

You can talk as much as I
you can type as much as I
not babbling
but rather
meaning and purpose flows from you
just as from me
you don’t mind
my long messages of the same.

If only we lived within physical reach
I’d love to spend time with you
I could imagine laying on my bed
on my back looking up
as the tv in the room was on
volume turned low
in a room filled with a nice cozy ambiance
radiating from the ceiling light above us
my eyes closed soaking up the moment
smiling hearing you speak
and feel the captivating mutuality of your smile
as we just talked about any and everything
growing with border-less expansion
laughing and having a grand time.

I could imagine
you sitting on the edge of the bed
looking over your shoulder at me
I open my eyes to slowly scan your lovely face
to be privileged with a tender kiss
the moment is so right
ohhhhhhh so right
mmmm so sweet.
yes indeed
but that’s the temptations
of just my imagination
running away with me.

I’ve thought to myself
should I pursue the growth of our friendship
or just let it flop
because with things being as they are
I’ve been discouraged to do so
right down the drain
not that I don’t want to contact you more
we’ve definitely connected mentally being in different states
I just don’t feel like our paths will become physical
closing in the gap of distance
distance’s friendships lacks my interest
it has me feeling like I’ve got imaginary friends
so why get myself caught up
knowing I’d love to bridge that gap
to shorter distances
within actual physical reach.

I really love talking with you
that for sure is solid
so rare to find truly expandable people
so rare to find truly open-minded people
I’m just elated to have met you.

With you I commune
I feel I need to be careful
being at such distance
I could potentially grow to have feelings for you
yes that’s right
more than just friends.

So I distance myself
an extension of distance
just what are the chances
I’m usually optimistic
but I’m just tired
to know what I’d like
do all I can to bring it up close
into my existence
and it still remain well out of reach.

In all that I type
understanding you gain
that I actually do miss you
This is just what I wanted to share
after our month’s moment of distant silence.

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