NOTE: I didn’t include the lyrics for this one since it wasn’t really about the entire song, rather just the chorus more than anything. However, I’ve typed my own thoughts about a particular someone and then inputed a line below where you can click on the song to listen to it.

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I’ve awaken from my coma
And realized
My love for you is one that lives on
A love of over ten years
Why I knew not of its existence
When I thought that it had died
Is a mystery gone unsolved.

No matter what I do to forget you
and stop loving you
That anchor remains unmoved
I’ve attempted with all of my strength
to no avail to pull it up and out.
Through help of prayers and those who prayed for me,
religion, law of attraction, and other ways
Even living as if you don’t exist –
Only to reveal the now obvious
What can destroy True love
when in its state of absolute purity
Its state of Absolute
Its state of ‘It is what it Is’
Its state of Truth.

Not even your rejection a many
As I thought, too, would

Not even.

I still am very much in love with you
now as to yesterday
past as to present
I do still love you
genuinely, honestly and wholeheartedly
even though you no longer feel the same.
My love for you took root
The moment I let you in
A thick root that occurred
way before we even met

I had hoped that you still felt the same
But hope has failed me yet again.
I can deal
I will deal
And leave you to your life
but it doesn’t mean I love you any less
it only means I’m loving you more
I must respect your space
especially if you want me not in it
I desire you happy
that has always been the case
even if it means you being happy without me.

While thinking of you this day
I heard Diana Ross singing the chorus of
“Missing You” <– Click to listen.
I started to hum the words
And it began to ring louder in my ears
On napster I had to find
I played it
I listened to it
I felt it
as tears made itself known to me
It vibrated the very core of me
As the tears poured endlessly down my cheek
My throat tightening with pain

The chorus
It’s all in the chorus
I am truly missing you
As the day I had to leave your presence
and as the day you said it’s over.

-Halima

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